“Don’t worry about the mistake you made, just be sure to not do it again”This is supposed to be a good thing to hearBut to a person that can’t trust themselves not to repeat the mistake,It just seems like a forewarning for the inevitable, upcoming thunderstormI wish I didn’t have to do that
数年前から趣味が楽しくなくなってしまって大好きだったゲームも、長年やってた楽器も何も継続できなくなって前みたいに、安定した癒しがなくなった今もうどうすればいいのか分からない何もかも楽しくない楽しさを許さない身体から逃げたい
I don’t know what to doI want to talk to someone, but I don’t have anyone I can talk toEverywhere I go feels so unnerving
Sometimes, it’s such a pain to just sit in your own skinEvery bit of my soul is writhing in pain, wanting to be freed from this absolute disgusting being of a humanI don’t know what to do, or what I can doI just want to go to sleep and not wake upI hate when life does this to me
「弾き語り」のことを「Sing with a Guitar」って呼ぶと、なんか安っぽく聞こえるんだけど英語でなんて言うんだろう...って考えてたら何も出てこなかった...カラオケも弾き語りも同じ「歌」なのか...ちょっと関心した(?) 笑
