もう彼女とか呼べないかも帰国してから家族に僕の話して、ママ電話くれて、泊まって良いとも言われて、仲良い友達皆に紹介したのに、元彼に戻るかも。二人ものあって名前でフランスで知り合って付き合ったのは特別過ぎると感じたけど、結局どうかな。元々彼が良い人じゃなくて別れるの怖くて、僕の為に別れてくれたけどまぁやっぱ日本人とは運が良くないフランス語のメッセージは :ノアと進んだ方が幸せになるのを知ってるけど、元彼のこと考えないのは出来ない。未だ話が凄く良い関係やけど、絶望してる🥲どうしたら良いか分からない、その為にフランスから名古屋で就活してるし
Salut ! こんばんは！就労/長期滞在ビザを探し求めてるフランス人のノアと申します。誰か役に立つヒント又は情報あったら、教えて頂いたら幸いです！写真と映像が一番得意なんですが、取り敢えず何でも宜しいです✨
March 29th 2024 : It is ridiculously common among us humans, to feel that will to be seen as we truly are despite the fact that we do not usually express such an authentic side of ourself when surrounded. To bury our heads in sand and blindly hope that people won't make any assumptions about us from our cover, what we actually exhibit, because we do know ourlselves well and somehow expect that knowledge to be naturally shared when eyes are laid on you. But showing what's intented ain't simple and this sucks.
March 28th 2024 : Neutrality may not be the best option depending on the state of affairs i get it. Even tho this would in all likelihood be the solution to all conflicts, now there already are tons of em that could be considered as a weight leading the scale to tilt towards one side, we gotta counterbalance right. But that counterweight usually is uncontrolled and this often leads to perpetual fights no matter how significant, as when neutrality should be adopted, it isn't.People tend not to take upon themselves, may lack self-control who can tell, but this makes this world soo suffocating.Like, don't keep nourishing that weight when it's finnaly stable and take a step back.This whole society's fallin' appart and this feels like a total waste of time to live in. We took so much distance from the essence of life already, and keep doing so at exponential pace.
Isn't honour a term used to replace pride/ego thus sound less of an arsehole and self centered while justifying our poorly made decisions against someone who didn't deserve such punishment ?
Funny how humans arbitrarily wanna decide other's range of possibilities based on an experience that only applies to themselves but yet, they think it does so for everyone. Dreaming, targeting an ideal sure has a higher odds to fail and we're all aware of it. But is being merely satisfied and partly stuck in a dull routine without trying cuz of fear of failure any better? Maturity they say,overly used term to justify our lack of arguments when spittin' fiddling stuff as if this was a unit to gauge what we disagree with.
March 6th 2024 : I sense that one of the several reasons why tons of peeps live in a tiny world is cuz they don't even bother to learn how to enjoy/experiement something they assume they won't like beforehand. And as they convince themselves that this is the case, we can barely tell wether they actually don't really like which is an possibility, or if they simply don't try and remain stuck on a premade bs idea they had. Bit vague of a reflexion huh.Anw point is, screw it that explains why nobody change and remain in their too comfort zone, tho comfort remains cool alright. But they restrain tons of possibilities and ain't good to listen just saying, they in the end lack experience, and what they actually call experience is mainly wasted time.
This whole world is a mere sterile debate where nobody listen properly however everyone express themselves as if they've got the universal answer.
We're very likely to be someone's dull if that person's perspective is as shallow as his/her lack of interest from the start is substantial.We define things, and get defined as something, that is far from what it actually is. We may be way too lazy to dig deeper and that's okay, but we have the nerves to call it something. We're not as deep as we may think we we are.May sound like that old cliche phrase " don't judge whachu don't know " but hey do not.
Everything's way too ephemeral. That's probably what makes things special most of the time, but i'd rather have some sorta consistency in the middle of all that mess. A consistency on which we can rely on you know, so we don't have to let all the mess lead us to insanity. It's great to somewhat take things for granted up to some extend. Not too much, but still a little.
